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12/23/16 

This date is extremely significant in that it marks not only the release date of "The Magnificent Mutant: Volume 2", but also my return to the studio to continue recording for my next project, "Post-Apocalypse". It has been a long journey to this point, toward the end of a year plagued by pneumonia and a nearly complete loss of vocal production. Although I am sure there are many who would have rejoiced in this outcome, yet I will tell you, in no way will I give up so easily. I simply had to remember how far…Read more

This is Life 

  For anyone who has ever thought back to times when the future was just an inescapable inevitability of accomplishment, only to find that it is in fact only what you make of it, here is what I have learned.  Destiny is ever-changing and in order to meet it, you must also be adaptable to be able to thrive, yet even survival can be filled with pain and sorrow as you forge ahead.  Never forget, this is life and there is no tomorrow, yesterday is only a memory and today is slipping away with each breath.  But…Read more

"Come Test Me You Fucks" 

I am destined to go against the grain. It is an uphill battle to challenge and conquer what the mainstream deems appropriate or normal. Just as I was told growing up when I would rarely get a C on a report card - "you're not average." This, as with anything else is a state of mind, which like anything else, if programed in at an early age will be ingrained in the mind and remain prevalent throughout one's life unless it is stricken with something so overpowering to the mind, body and soul it shakes the…Read more

A Walking Dead Man 

A mutant and a medical marvel:  Acute Sinusitis at 11 - 2 emergency surgeries to remove infectious pus from my brain through a hole in my eye. Totaled 2 cars in high school. Lived a very fast life, soaked it all up with experiences you could not possibly imagine with things and people you probably could not conceive. Unknowingly poisoned by a friend with enough liquid acid at a party to go on an infinite trip. I jumped out of a moving car and ran under a bridge to hide from aliens. Got hit by a car in a…Read more

The Melancholy Whimsical Parade of Shadows 

The bleak, dark soul resides in a heart that wavers between day and night. The sunset often brings a new light at the time of descent and I know life turns another page. The end of days could very well be the end of this very day when in march the shadows. They give no call first, yet you can feel them coming with a sixth sense for such things. The shadows do not wish to be unknown to the mortal, they are indifferent in that they cannot be avoided when their time comes to collect the soul of the lost…Read more

Rapper Survives Cancer, Defies Death Yet Again 

This just in, Chicago rapper Etare Neged has defied death yet again, this time surviving an extremely rare form of cancer: nasopharyngeal (the demon) carcinoma. Diagnosed during Thanksgiving of 2002 after a multitude of tests and examinations, he underwent 4 months of rigorous treatment culminating in 8 weeks of intense radiation therapy to the head, neck and face. At several points treatment became so intense that his flesh began to melt away, causing a number of complications, which left him clinging to…Read more